Dear Eva,
What I want is very simple. I want you to stop worrying about the
future . It is clearly that you want someone to make you feel secure
for the rest of your life. It's the human nature that people compare
and choose in order to find the right person in their life.
Especially the woman at your age, you are not thinking about love
forever or being crazy in love.
I know you set up a very high standard for the one to be your
boyfriend. Maybe, I'm not completely qualified for all of your
demands. I am just a normal person who is so in love with you. Is
that not enough for us to conquer every mountain and trumped every
winding road?
Life is all about the moments of excitement. That's why you like
photography. To capture the excitement and beauty of each lovely
cuisine, you need to have right equipment, right setting, and most
important of all the right ingredients to make it attractive and a must
have.
I can make the best out of us, if I can have the best out of you. I
hate to sound like a sales person, and I am not selling my soul. Since
we are so apart and far away, the only actions we can feel from each
other is the words that we speak.
Tonight, when you said "You make me feel unsecured. I don't want to
talk about it now. I want to hang up the phone.", my reply is "OK
bye-bye." I know this is my fault because I don't sleep regularly at
night and you worried about me being able to perform my job. However,
I was hoping we can elaborate more on the issues, instead of expressing
care in a negative way.
We can do better only if we try.
love
Barry
PS:Take care of yourself, and write me back while you. I am desperate
for your respond.
